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First of all- in terms of boys, I am again single, and you won't guess why.
Spencer led me on.
He didn't even like me, he didn't know why he said that or acted that way, but he doesn't like me. He fucking led me on for weeks and I went with it, loving every second. We don't talk any more, and I make very obvious attempts to ignore him in every situation possible. I mean, he sent hearts and said he liked me a lot. That meant the world to me. I full well let him know what he did to me emotionally, and I told him straight-up that this isn't right. Never going to talk to him again.
More about terrible, terrible people in my school! There's this group of popular bitches that I had began to trust for awhile in my English Honors class that told me this one kinda cute guy liked me. I, of course, said that I liked him back, but I still suspected them of playing a trick on me. They told me today that he didn't like me and that it was a funny game. I said I would not hesitate to bash their faces in if they messed with me again. These are the SAME bitches that messed with me and bullied me all of two years ago and I started trusting because I'm nice. I don't think this is an overreaction, but apparently they did. I've just gotten so tired of their shit. I would never fight them on school campus, however, because I obviously don't wanna get in trouble. I'll just take them in the dirt patch behind the school. No biggie. I can lift 200 and leg-press 250, this is NO big deal at all. Popular bitches will be nothing.
As far as other crushes, there's this one guy Micheal with gorgeous gold eyes and fluffy spikyish blonde hair that's pretty punk-rock (He has small green gauges and wears hoodies and stuff) and really really friendly. He might like me just as a friend, I dunno, but I've been talking to him a bit recently. He's so adorable. We talk about the dumb videos we watch in World Geo and I usually share whatever of my food makes it into 5th period with him. He seems to like the blueberry pancake crackers, which yes, indeed exist. He's just an adorable lil punk rock thing.
Anywho, I gotta go! Bye, friends!
Gone...forever?
Hello friends,
Over the past month or so, you may notice that I have not been online. I have not been updating my journal, and I have not been submitting new deviations. The reason why I have not is this: It has been blocked off my house internet. I cannot access deviantART or Tumblr AT ALL at my house. My parents found the things I post and the people I communicate with to be inappropriate for me and to my family's image, and for these reasons I am not certain if I can continue keeping this account. It has not been made clear to me if these blockages are permanent, or if I will ever be able to return to this account any time in the near and
Daily logs, Tattoos, and Books.
Hello again!
I've started taking daily logs of how I'm feeling, and what I'm using and/or abusing. I find it's easier to remember when I relapse so I know how long I've been off. It also helps with figuring out why. I've been clean since last Friday, so yay! I only had a drink or two and took about five extra strength painkillers.
I've been designing far too many tattoo designs, and they will be posted whenever I get the chance to find all of them! I know I'm gonna have a lot of tattoos when I grow up, and I'm gonna look really rad. Most of them are music or art related. My personal favorite is a rainbow tree design for below my belly butto
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( ) Smoked.
(x) Drank alcohol.
( ) Cried when someone died.
(x) Been drunk.
( ) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
( ) gotten/given a handjob.
( ) gotten/given a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
( ) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 5
(x) Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opp
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